well life has gotten hecktic lately. i finally got a job. yes, im not a bum n e more. well today i had bookcards due, and friday i have a hudge outline for government due, which is wack. and i have my job to do, which im not used to yet so it seems like alot of stress. i am a medical biller for medi claim. i like it, i get to learn things about drugs and insurance companies. i guess that will be useful in the future. caseys birthday is comming up so i got to think of something cool to either get or do for that. either way that will be fun. and on top of all that we just got a new novel to "read" haha. but the book is their eyes were watching god. other than that getting paid and stuff ought to be great.

today was pretty sucky
i hope the day gets a little more exciting
emily casey and i listend to music all senior seminar class, that was kinda fun
im still nervous about my surgury... creeping up sooner... wednesday!
all ive been doing since i got home was listen/watch uber
i found out alot of really fucked up things today...i don't think i should tell their business up here lol.
megan thought that the guy from green day died
im hungry and want a greesy hamburger
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i am starting to get scared about my surgury commming up. i went for my pre-op today and they asked me tuns of questions about my malfunctioning body and my disorders, lol, she then informed me of everything that i will need to do before the surgury. then they took my blood..... oouch.... the needle dosn't bother me that much, the problem is them taking the blood becasue for some reason i always feel dizzy when they do it, and i hate feeling dizzy. when the lady stuck me with the needle she started wiggiling it around because she couldnt find the vein. she told me i have small veins.. i definatly didn't know that. so the surgury on my nose is due February 22, less than two weeks away.

well, this weekend i went to casey's and to chirs' house and begining saturday night i felt horrible. i thought it was allergies and it might be, but i woke up this morning with no voice. so now i am wondering it if is a cold or somthing. since ive been home i slept alll z way to 10:30 and it was awsome. then i decided to actually do somthing for shcool that i have been putting off. now i am bored as hell and i want to go to sleep but i am afraid if i do i won't go to sleep tonight. its all good thougth lol.

i went to church tonight! i haven't been there in soooo long. i realized something too. every once in a while chris will take me to his church and i really enjoy that sooo much more than the catholic church...catholics are so boring and monotonous (spelling?)but hey it was nice to go for a change.

Guess what you guys!!??!!! i got my hair cut yesterday.. and i did something brave. i decided to get bangs! yea so basicly i have some super sweet bangs.
also i am going to Peabodys tonight because its ladys night lol.
my dog excaped from my house today, but i rescued him from the frot yard
i get an allergy shot tomorrow
all kinds of good stuff

i just got on here today and realized that it is completely different! i really have no idea what i am doing now. i guess i got to get used to it.

well the other day i had to file a police report because we think i have a stalker. we have some evidence and a wittness. he watches me at school, and leaves things on my car, and also he sends me stuff through Roy with his e-mail and stuff on it so that i will mail him i guess. so we didn't think too much of it unitll we found out that he watches me when i go to shcool and sutff. then mom decided that we should go file a police report and get a personal protecation warrent.

so i got all that and the magistrate wanted to arrest him that night, but i figured i know the guy so i thought that iw ould just get the protection thing saying that he is not alowed to come near me. she said ok then she wanted me to got to the security gards and police at school and let them in on the situation. so i did

at school the police officer is really cool... i have never talked to him beofre except when he checks my off campus pass. he ended up hand dilivering the warrent to his house. but when he did the magistrate told him to just arrest him. when i found this out i felt bad about it. but he thought that it was necessary.

following all this i had to fill out a police report and other papers. now i am going to have to go to court some time and testify against him. i have never gone to court and i am pretty scared. then after all of this he tells me that i am going to have to talk to a detective and to lawyers and all kinds of other people. having to do all this on top of school it sooo crazy and stressful.

i left out alot of details, but the fact remains that i am/was being stalked and i did somting about it. now i have to go to court.

well i am over at chris' house and i am just sitting here. i feel kinda bad because i was just and major asshole to him... and i feel like shit about it. now he is asleep and i don't want to wake him up so i am on the computer for somthing to do while he sleeps. i am listing to music though... he sleeps like a rock. but besides my regretfulness for what just happened...

i took my SAT today. i sucked soo much ass. that test is soooooo long. i never want to have to do it again. it did seem a little shorter than it did the last time i toook it. i had 3 concecutive math sections. imagine that... by the third one you are sooo tired of math it is unbeleivable. you figure 25 minuites a peice... that makes 75 minuites of pure math testing. then you may be thingking to yourself man then ihave many reading section to do... and i hate the reading sections more than i hate the math. but i think i did better. if i didn't then that would realy suck and be a waste of 40 dollars. i will definatly hear it from my mom if my score ends up being worse.

we got a new pool table today. it is sweet. way cooler than our other one. it has cool legs and leather pockets and burgandy felt and good bumpers. i played on it and i suck worse on the new one than i did the old one because the bumpers actually work and the balls actually move on the table. other than that that is all that happened today other than buying my first real winter coat... which is mad cool i might add.

well i think tonight i will be going to see just friends.... i wish casey could come but i know she is doing cool stuff right now :) i think tonight will be fun though, expecially becasue we are having some hamburgers for dinner. i hate to say it but more than two days of thanksgiving food is just too much... i am looking foward to these hamburgers.